Tuesday, March 31, 2009
♥ First quarrel T.T
Dear blog,
Today is such a bad day for me.
I'm wondering to know what the heck happen to me today ?
Yesterday night, we have quarrel.
You threat me so cold, as cold as ice. =( Did i done anything wrong ?
Uhhm, I don't know. But i was apologize for it already.
The next morning, I wake up. Then i received baby's morning call.
He do this every morning. =] I am so happy when i received his call, that mean he not really mad me ?! The conservation is like this : " WAKE UP LO ! OK, BYE BYE "
I was shocked when i heard this. It is unexpectable !! I never think that he will threat me really really cold. He don't even say anything in phone. He totally like already threat me as unknown person, and not his girlfriend anymore..
Then, i just go to school as usual. I'm trying to tell myself NOT TO THINK TOO MUCH okay ?
Maybe baby is tired or what. I just tell myself about this nonsense reason for stop thinking about HIM !! but ... I really can't do this without him.
When i reach school, my face is totally shown up that I am moody. sad and depressed.
I try to talk to my friends about what happened yesterday night.. I think I will become better..
But that time, Edmund come and chit chat with me, and ask why am I look so moody ?
I tell him about whole story. Edmund start to council me. But its doesn't look work on me. After i heard what Edmund say, My tears try drop down. I think about PAST TENSE thing. Which is the story of Me&my ex boyfriend thing :( I keep think and think .. I'm terribly sad !! My friends all is shock when they saw I'm crying. They know what happen to me. =)
During recess time, I eat nasi lemak and drink soya bean. That time i wasn't feel okay. I start feel uncomfortable. I don't know why whole body is cramp and start irregular breathing !!
I couldn't stand up or move properly, =( OMG ! i just cant stop crying ...
All teachers : Ms Christine, Puan Junainah, Puan Niti, Encik Richard, Encik Idrus and Puan Ong is rushing up to my classroom and see my situation. I wont forget this moment forever. I swear !! Teachers and friends was very worry about me. At here, i want to thanks to every PBSM person and my classmates that help me a lot !!
Lastly, i went into Hospital Likas by ambulance. In that moment, I still thinking about my hubby !! I dono what will happen to me next .. I just pray to god, Amen =]
So, i was okay finally. My situation is alright. I went home at 4pm, I text msg to my hubby. I was so confuse and blur !! What should I say to HIM since he like don want to care me anymore ?
Nevermind, i just let him know how bad is my situation is. Nearly 6pm, He finally reply my msg. And start say sorry and keep blaming himself !! I felt so sad when I see him like this. I never think that He is so care me and love me !! :) I didnt expect it .. REALLY !! We almost want break up because of this. I don't want to lose him this important man of my life ever !! So, i try to talk to him. Saying that I love him very much. I have made the decision that, I will wait for him no matter how long !! :) Cause of HE is my everything. and I love him. This is the reason. =)
* WE WONT GIVE UP ON EACH OTHER SO EASILY *
this is our promise, We will tan bai to each other. No lies No secret between us. =] HE PROMISED ME HE WILL DO THAT FOR ME ~
Hope our relationship will getting better and better.
I don't wish to get into this anymore. You and Me, will together solve every problems we gonna face soon =] I love you, HUBBY !!
By, his wife. Tan Hua Hua =]
Today is such a bad day for me.
I'm wondering to know what the heck happen to me today ?
Yesterday night, we have quarrel.
You threat me so cold, as cold as ice. =( Did i done anything wrong ?
Uhhm, I don't know. But i was apologize for it already.
The next morning, I wake up. Then i received baby's morning call.
He do this every morning. =] I am so happy when i received his call, that mean he not really mad me ?! The conservation is like this : " WAKE UP LO ! OK, BYE BYE "
I was shocked when i heard this. It is unexpectable !! I never think that he will threat me really really cold. He don't even say anything in phone. He totally like already threat me as unknown person, and not his girlfriend anymore..
Then, i just go to school as usual. I'm trying to tell myself NOT TO THINK TOO MUCH okay ?
Maybe baby is tired or what. I just tell myself about this nonsense reason for stop thinking about HIM !! but ... I really can't do this without him.
When i reach school, my face is totally shown up that I am moody. sad and depressed.
I try to talk to my friends about what happened yesterday night.. I think I will become better..
But that time, Edmund come and chit chat with me, and ask why am I look so moody ?
I tell him about whole story. Edmund start to council me. But its doesn't look work on me. After i heard what Edmund say, My tears try drop down. I think about PAST TENSE thing. Which is the story of Me&my ex boyfriend thing :( I keep think and think .. I'm terribly sad !! My friends all is shock when they saw I'm crying. They know what happen to me. =)
During recess time, I eat nasi lemak and drink soya bean. That time i wasn't feel okay. I start feel uncomfortable. I don't know why whole body is cramp and start irregular breathing !!
I couldn't stand up or move properly, =( OMG ! i just cant stop crying ...
All teachers : Ms Christine, Puan Junainah, Puan Niti, Encik Richard, Encik Idrus and Puan Ong is rushing up to my classroom and see my situation. I wont forget this moment forever. I swear !! Teachers and friends was very worry about me. At here, i want to thanks to every PBSM person and my classmates that help me a lot !!
Lastly, i went into Hospital Likas by ambulance. In that moment, I still thinking about my hubby !! I dono what will happen to me next .. I just pray to god, Amen =]
So, i was okay finally. My situation is alright. I went home at 4pm, I text msg to my hubby. I was so confuse and blur !! What should I say to HIM since he like don want to care me anymore ?
Nevermind, i just let him know how bad is my situation is. Nearly 6pm, He finally reply my msg. And start say sorry and keep blaming himself !! I felt so sad when I see him like this. I never think that He is so care me and love me !! :) I didnt expect it .. REALLY !! We almost want break up because of this. I don't want to lose him this important man of my life ever !! So, i try to talk to him. Saying that I love him very much. I have made the decision that, I will wait for him no matter how long !! :) Cause of HE is my everything. and I love him. This is the reason. =)
* WE WONT GIVE UP ON EACH OTHER SO EASILY *
this is our promise, We will tan bai to each other. No lies No secret between us. =] HE PROMISED ME HE WILL DO THAT FOR ME ~
Hope our relationship will getting better and better.
I don't wish to get into this anymore. You and Me, will together solve every problems we gonna face soon =] I love you, HUBBY !!
By, his wife. Tan Hua Hua =]
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